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As I lay here waiting for tomorrow to come, I can’t help but think that this will only make me a better person in the long run. It will also start to open up my future, a future that I only want with you by my side. Holy shit I don’t know if I can do this my anxiety is higher than the plane I’ll be on tomorrow morning

Dear Andrea,

Let me start by saying how we always start these. I love you. I love you more than anything in the world, and I hope you know that I always will. You’ve continually been the best thing that’s ever happened to me day in and day out, and I could not be more thankful for that support. I need that in my life, and I’m beyond grateful that you’re the person to help me see it. On good days and bad days we love each other no less, and it always seems we become closer than before in the end. You’ve been there for me since day one and I only wish I could someday be half the person you already are. You’re caring, loyal, beautiful, intelligent, trustworthy, and the list could go on forever, and I’m serious about that. You brighten my day like no other, even in my darkest moments. You’ve got this uncanny ability to make me laugh when all I want to do is cry. The things you do and say to help cheer me up when I’m down are the things I will never trade for anything.

Yes, I’m going to be gone for a few months, but that’s all it will be. Two months. And during those two months I’m going to be getting physically and mentally stronger, all with you in mind. I don’t mention enough just how much you motivate me to try and be a better person.. and I just wish I could be the same motivation for you.. for the next sixty days, everything that I do will be for you. If I’m being challenged to become stronger every day, I’m challenging you to do the same. I want you to grow and learn and have fun. I want you to go to those concerts and have the time of your life. And if by chance that you hear the words “I said I’d never let you go and I never did” I hope you smile your big beautiful smile. I want you to succeed, and I want you to be happy. I want the best for you. I want you to know that I won’t be gone for too long, but that your love and beauty will never leave my side. I hope you’re looking forward to getting some phone calls from me, just as I’m going to be looking forward to hearing your voice. I love you, babygirl, and I hope to see you on Halloween. Stay safe, princess.

Love always, Brandon❤️

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